....................Is It TRY...................

Even how hard I try to be an atheist the faith on god deep inside me resist me to do that, kind of me the one forcing myself or resisting

loose control.......

have you ever lost control of your life?
your confidence, attitude, approach towards life everything is correlated with your control on your life despite others influence...........
sometimes it is good to loosing it without concern of world & sometimes with the belief that someone is there to take care of